Thursday, July 30, 2009
I am really demotivated at the moment. there does not seem to be much work about and pay is getting dismally low which does not help. I think that the fact that we have been spending a lot of money and are not paying money off the mortgage is giving me nothing to work towards. Perhaps once we have paid the deposit for the windows and I know better where we stand financially I may be more motivated to pay off the mortgage again. I am finding myself just hoping we win the premium bonds to make up for my lack of work, which is not good! I have even found myself playing games a lot which is something that I have not done for years, I had better watch out or else I will be considering buying an XBox next!